It Has Been A While

Its been nearly 4 months...... since.......

• I had time to post in my blog
• I had time to read a book other than my subjects
• I had time to relaxxxx
• I had time to sleep and not give a care about tomorrow...
• I had time not to give a damn about what assessments are around the corner....
• I had time to just stare blankly at the ceiling....
• I had time to just to do nothing.....
• Lolx..... XD......

This is a random post... Felt like i had to blog.. LOLX!!!

Thats all folks!

~JoNamasoo~

29/11/2009 1.11pm

A Little Too Soon....

I dedicate this poem to the memory of my dear friend Tevindiran. May his soul rest in peace.

I watched you standing there,

On that morning filled with cool air,

With that cheeky grin and messy hair,

And the look on your face that said, 'I don't care'.

I can't believe that it was so fast,

I didn't know that a shroud was cast,

And that you being here wasn't meant to last,

Our time spent, like a blur, it's now in the past.

It was the night before Canteen Day 08,

That you helped me til it was very late,

And what a day it was, an unforgettable date,

The Fourth of April 2008.

You are always jovial and carefree,

To have that kind of attitude, it isn't easy,

You have what it takes to laugh in the face of adversity,

To put an ease on the stresses we face daily.

Ingenious you are, with crazy ideas,

Some that are plausible, yet some just plain weird,

But that is the person that you are, without any fears,

Maybe its a leaf out of your book that I should hold dear.

When we were down, you cheered us up,

With your jokes and antics, you just wouldn't stop,

Within minutes our worries, we let it all drop,

Our spirits lifted to the top.

The fact that you are not here,

Brings the sadness in my heart near,

But its not the sadness that I fear,

Rather, the lack of your jokes that we all hold dear.

You really are a true friend,

Stick with us through thick and thin,

Yet now there is a void to mend,

A space to be filled, this poem I pen.

My friend, you will be missed dearly,

This sorrow we must get through, hopefully,

For you liked seeing us laugh heartily,

And for that sake, we must hide this sorrow and be merry.

Our hopes and dreams we send,

That this emptiness we feel will somehow mend,

Our memories of the good times will last and have no end,

May peace be with you my dear friend.

Wherever you are dude, know that you will always be in our hearts, just as we know we will be in yours.

~JoNamasoo~

31/7/2009

5.41 p.m.

Hell's Kitchen

WARNING : THIS POST CONTAINS GORE OF SEVERE PROPORTIONS. DO NOT CONTINUE IF YOU CANNOT TAKE IT !

The great walls of flames crash mercilessly onto the maimed body that hangs limply from the lone mast that juts out of the ocean of flames that rages on, in a constant massive storm, a storm that never ceases to stop, a storm that only increases the intensity and the ferocity of the ocean. It feels like an eternity... It actually is. The condemned man, tied to the plank of wood that can never be burnt is silent. Silent as a graveyard. But, he is not dead. He is not allowed to die. If it were up to him, he would have given his life anytime to stop the endless vicious cycle of suffering and torture.

However, it is not his life to give. Each time the flames torch his body, the flesh is instantly evaporated off his skeleton. The pain is undescribable. in the next instant, the flesh is regenerated, but the pain remains. Then, the accursed body just waits for the next wall of flame to sear the flesh right of the bones. The body dies again.... and again. It will die until the end of time. The silent body screams inside. Its mouth to weak to move. It has been suffering for as long as he can remember. He has no past, no present, no future. Everything is a repetition. His entire life is one big circle of never ending pain, excruciating pain and death. He has died and returned so many times that he doesnt fear death anymore. He fears life for everytime he lives, he will die again.

The body. It was not always like that. However, the past that is too far away to remember cannot be thought about for it brings about pain on another level. Physical suffering is enough isn't it? But it isn't. For the body, he must suffer, he must pay for what he has done. He has to suffer on behalf of everybody, for everything is indirectly connected to him, therefore it is his fault, his dillema and his suffering, his torture. Not suffering would be even worse torture.... the guilt would be unbearable. The guilt of not being able to pay for his crimes would drive him insane. He would not have what it takes to suffer the pain of death every second, for every minute, for every hour, for every day, for every week, for every month, for every year of his life. But he wants to suffer. He is paying for his crimes and is being punished by himself. He deserves worse

A whip appears in the sky , followed by thousands more. The whips crack and lash onto the naked flesh, biting into the dead skin. Blood, flesh, muscles, and sinew drop to the flaming ocean of hellfire. This time, the body gains the strength to howl into the pitch black void that surrounds the ocean. The howls are soon drowned out by the cracking and lashing of the innumerable whips onto every square inch of that condemned body. But he wants it. Every new cut makes him feel satisfied. He doesn't only want more... he NEEDS more.

Swords, daggers, katanas, rapiers surround the nearly lifeless body, They stab the body with such force that the organs are ripped out of the shell that encase them. The blades pierce into the wounds left by the whips that still continue to crack with a ominous rhythm. The blades slice off the flesh, layer by layer, slowly.... very slowly, so that the maximum pain is felt by the dead receptors. The arms, legs are slowly chopped off. The eyeballs gouged out, the tongue severed, the nose cleanly sliced off, the lungs punctured, the heart skewered on a blade, the entrails spew out of the gastrointesinal cavity. But that still demands a lot more... The body demands more.... MORE!!!!

The external torture rages on...... The internal torture is on a much more terrifying level. Blue hot flames sear the inside of the body. Burning through memories and nerves, burning through feelings, ideas, emotions, leaving nothing left of the consciousness but just enough to become alive and dead the same time. The flames burn everything in existence. The inside is a barrren wasteland. Nothing can survive there, but the consciousness if left to rot and die..only to be reborn in that desolate place to suffer again again again before dying to complete the vicious cycle.

The body demands more! It needs to suffer. It wamts to. It HAS to. It will continue to do so till the end of time. It wants to.. it doesnt want to... It has to.... It doesnt have to... it needs to... it doesnt need to... This torture only adds to its list of continuous suffering, It will suffer all it wants. It will and it must and it just adores the suffering, hating it with a contempt that cannot be described in words or expressions or feelings. It has to be experienced. A PERMANENT EXPERIENCE FOR ETERNITY.

Want to experience Hell's Kitchen?!?!?!

Sure Sure!

Oh wait... wer'e already there....

~JoNamasoo~

14/6/2009 2.01 a.m.

Desicions, Desicions....

Well well well.... time HAS flown by... as usual... >.<....

Haven't blogged in ages... haha....Oh well....what to do.... Facebook... Gaming.... TV..... guess it just took my time all away... lol....

Speaking of time.... It always seems to catch up with you... things that you just want to put away.... things you do not want to think about.... cause at it does is mess your head up soooooo bad.....

I have been putting off the task, the ardurous task that i do not want to do.... the task that ultimately...will decide...what I do in the future.... lol.... THE DESICION!... what will it be?...what course shld i do?.... Medic.... Or Physics..... Oh well... i have one more week before I actually have to say yes or no to certain universities.... Maybe I shall put it off to then?... :P... 

HELL NO!.... Hell no... I can't do that.... and risk making the wrong desicion.... I really wish i didn't have to make this desicion.... It's so hard... it's just so damn hard to choose.... Heh... Guess I brought this upon myself... If I had chosen either Bio or Physics during Form 6... I would not have been in this quandry... Oh wait... cant blame me then... cos i did both subs.... cos i didn't want to make a desicion then.... Haha... IT'S A VICIOUS CYCLE!... 

So.... Medicine?... Or Physics?... Which one?.... 

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I just don't know.....

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MEDICINE

I know that when I was small... I always wanted to become a doctor... I don't know why though... lol.... Maybe its cos that's what everyone wanted to become... Lol.... Or maybe... it was because everyone held doctors in high regard... That I have to agree... Doctors are held in high regard.. They save lives.... Not one but thousands throughout their whole career.... Now thats a lot of lives.... It is an honourable profession.... 

The human body has always intrigued me... How the body systems function in collaboration and in perfect harmony to allow life to go on. And these mechanisms... these functioning of muscles, tendons, nerves, bones with utmost cohesiveness.... The human body is indeed truly amazing. Medicine is one of the hardest courses.... But hey... I have always liked challenges.. XP....  Yup... 

A doctor's life isn't easy... it isn't... First...its the 6 years of med school.... Where...books 4 to 5 times thicker than my STPM books must be 'digested'.. O.O...... heh.... Then... it's housemanship... >.<... I have heard 'horror stories'... 96 hours.... nonstop.... of work... ward duty... assisting in surgery.... and then ward duty..... and so on and so forth... You eat during the time taken to walk in between wards... lol.... lucky im a fast eater eh?... lol... But... that's the challenge isn't it?... The challenge... isn't whether you can stand to see blood... or whether you can cut up a cadaver... Its whether you can stand the life... The life of a doctor.... When you are in the operating theatre... People's lives are in your hand.... You have to make choices...split secind desicions... in the operating theatre... You need to be able to live with yourself if you were to lose a patient... That's life isn't it... No one is perfect... Not even the best doctor in the world can claim that.... (except dr.house!.. XD)

Of course... once you have specialized... and have become well established... wherever you are... either in government service... or on your own.... life gets better... lol... you dont have to spend that much time... you have more time...for yourself.... and for your family.. IF u somehow manage to have time for a relationship during those earlier days... hehe... Although...if you do diagnostic medicine... (like dr.house!)... you don't have to operate or anything... all you need.. is a pen..a whiteboard.... and a team of subordinates to bully :P.. Haha... well...guess that's all about doctors.... 

PHYSICS
Ok... now to the other side... lolx.. Physics... It is the laws that govern our everyday life.. It explains everything that occurs around us... everything that happens can be explained by the laws of physics.... From the time of Galileo to the present, the science of physics has grown in leaps and bounds... to become a subject that I find very very very intriguing... Haha..... 

In physics...specifically... I have two fields that I would like to do... specifically...particle physics... and astronomy..... Why?... Cause its just sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo interesting..!... Haha..

Finding the fundamental particles... The most basic structures that everything in this universe is made up of... Quantum mechanics... Whee!..... Just hearing the name energizes me :P Astronomy... Black holes, dark matter, The events before the Big Bang... O.O.... The future of our universe... The moment of creation?... Haha...  Particle Physics... Quarks.... Hadrons.... Neutrinos.... Photons.... Bosons... Mesons..... Muons... XD

However, if I were to do this... I know I cannot find a job here... in Malaysia... I will have to go to CERN! Haha...that is in Europe... kinda far eh?... Oh well.. If that's the way it is... I will have to go... No choice about that... lol.... I know that I want to discover many things... I want to be able to ermm... ermm... create cold fusion?.. hahah.... or maybe.... discover the most fundamental particle in the universe... or maybe the Higgs Boson!... Hehe... I want to go and see the LHC at CERN!... its cool.... to whizz particles at the speed of light.. to create antimatter?... (This is the Angels and Demons movie talking... blame Dan Brown... about the antimatter part)... Haha.. although... it would be cool.. to actually  do so.. XD... 

Although... as scientists... life isnt that easy as well.. You have to beg... everyday.. for grants... from governments.. to carry out research... It isnt easy to stay up awake all night...looking through telescopes... at the starry sky... although... it would be amazing to actually get a look at the amazing light show that goes on at night... lol.... It also isn't a job that gurantees anything.. I might not discover anything at all...in my lifetime.. haha... Its always luck...when you work at the frontiers of science... 

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So.... haha...those are the fields.. that I want to do..the professions that I dream about... I like both fields.. and... I don't know what to do.. I only have one week... to decide..... Its no use talking to anyone... It only makes the desicion harder... I dont know... I want to make myself happy.... with my choice... myself...and everybody else... This choice.... will eventually determine my FUTURE... what im going to be doing for the REST OF MY LIFE...... the rest of my life... Should I be in a hospital... at an observatory or at CERN...? I just cant make up my mind.... And yea... its HELL.... Why does it have to be so hard?.... 

Haha....

It reminds me of a song in the 90's... lol.... Remember 'Flying Without Wings'?...by Westlife?...

Those songs...that they sang...had meaning... real meaning.. inside of it...

Yea...and in 'Flying Without Wings' there is a verse... that goes....

So impossible

As they may seem

You've got to fight

For every dream

Cause whose to know

Which one you let go

Would have made you complete

So...what do I do?... Do them Both?!?!?!... Haha... Actually... that's not that bad an idea... Although.... the next question comes... Medic first?... Or Physics first?... Haix... Here we go again.... XP

~JoNamasoo~

21/5/2009

2.39 a.m.

Don't Ever Judge A Book By Its Cover

It would be an absolute crime not to blog about this video i got on YouTube.

This is one of the latest editions of Britain's Got Talent.

Lol..words can't describe the video.. Just watch it... hahaha....
You can see it at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY&feature=related

OK!

How was it eh?.... Everyone was against her.... They judged her by her looks... Lol.... Honestly...the first time I watched it.... I thought it was one of the ones that just were for laughs.. I had NOOOO idea that she could actually sing....
Lol... Just watch the judges reaction eh?.... hahaha... look at SIMON COWELL 4.01 - 4.05 ... Have u ever seen him with such a reaction?!??!?!?... HELL NO!!!!..... I dont tink he has ever EVER given that kind of an expression AT ALL!!!!!

It just goes to show... you should nvr judge a book by its cover.... A person is what they are inside... NOT what they look on the outside.... It was a MOVING video to watch... Hahahaha.....

Neways.... one heck of a video..Hope she wins.. XD

Ciaozzzz

~JoNamasoo~

21/4/2009 - 4.45 p.m.

You Can Check Out Any Time You Like, But You Can Never Leave

The title is taken from my most favourite song in the whole world...
HOTEL CALIFORNIA - THE EAGLES

It is the last line of the last verse saying that...
'You can check out any time you like... but you can never leave"...
this last line is then followed by one of the most AMAZING guitar solos that there has ever been created... a complete 3 minute nerve wrecking, guitar shredding solo that can be listened to AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN... u get the drift eh?... LOL

Anyways... im not gonna blog abt the solo.. haha..if u wanna lsiten to it... get onto youtube..and prepare to get ur brains blown out.. lol...

What i wanna blog abt is the last line of the last verse....
YOU CAN CHECK OUT ANY TIME YOU LIKE... BUT YOU CAN NEVER LEAVE....

I believe that this line pretty much summarizes any experience that we have ever had....
Whatever that we have ever been through, let it be a happy, sad, emo, or whatever type of experience.... will and is always imprinted onto the very fabric of our mind and soul... And... the printing of it... is done so well.... it can never be removed... eh...unless u hv got amnesia or sum kinda memory erasing disease....but lets just confine it to the best case scenario eh?...

You can check out any time you like...
When you are busy... doing sumthing else... either working... or just relaxing..as in..when ur mind is focused on something... you zone out from your experiences... bcos...ur getting new ones... from whatever you are doing... so... you are checking out from you past experiences.... in order to acquire new ones... eh?...

But you can never leave...
However, thats always...ALWAYS... only temporary.... in the end..you can never leave your memories.. because..in the end..you always ALWAYS go back to your memories.. especially when you are all alone.. in the dark... thats all you can ever turn to..... thats all you ever actually own ...... everything else under the sun doesnt actually belong to you at all.. sooner or later..its gonna be taken away or its gonna be given away...... like everything else in life is.... In the end...all you have are the memories..... its always the memories....
And this pool of memories... can be one heck of a calming, soothing hot water spring...(If its happy memories).. or a deep abyss of a cesspool with mruky brown water.... (If its sad and emo memories)... but hey... You can never leave eh?... LIVE WITH IT... embrace this fact.... know that in the end... your memories of everyone and everything.... u have nothing else... but that.. for it is one with you....

So..in conclusion...
NICE LAST LINE BY THE EAGLES... *standing ovation* XD XD
Nice way to summarize all of life's experiences... lol...

Ciaozzz
~JoNamasoo~
18/4/2009 3.25pm

Earth Hour?!?!

Hey....
About this... "earth hour"....
Whats the big deal?...
One hour of electricity saved.... is like a drop in the ocean...no wait...i have a better simile...
like dropping a quark in the ocean... For those of you who dont knw what quarks are... They are currently the smallest particles known to man.... smaller than a proton... so its VERY VERY SMALL!!!!..... theres no difference whatsoever!!!!

Seriously... one hour of lights out..isnt gonna make a difference.... All i see is that it makes it much easier for thieves, robbers and crooks to enter your house.... imagine...they have ONE WHOLE HOUR!!!....to get in and out mostly undetected....

AND...one more thing...
yea...ok...ppl off their lights and all..fine.. but DO YOU THINK THEY WOULD ACTUALLY STAY AT HOME?????
nope... and that makes it much more easier for the robbers to get in eh?....
And...when they go out...they are using... cars...motorbikes.... and vehicles...that emit POLLUTANTS!!!...... so....with more people on the road..... emitting more pollutants... LOL..u would actually have done more damage to the environment..than you would if u had stayed home and watched tv with all your lights on eh???

OH!....the irony...lolxxx.... XD

I mean cm on lar....
turning ur lights off...?....
nope...that doesnt however repair the damage alrdi done....
And the damage alrdi done...is a domino effect.... which means... IT GETS WORSE every yr....
And no matter how much we reduce pollution now...it will not make a difference!
WHAT WE HAVE TO DO....is CLEAN UP THE MESS WE HAVE MADE....
and hopefully.... HOPEFULLY.... it wont be too late.... hopefully...

You know... scientists estimate the world sea levels to rise 5m in the next century.....
Do you know what that means...?.... A large part of New York would be underwater... Wall Street would crumble... The largest US economic area would be down... And...please tell me.... what happens when Wall Street crumbles???

Lol... LOL.... u knw the economic crisis that we are having nw... well let me put it simply... it would seem like nothing...compared to whats coming.... Wall Street falls.... The entire economy of the WORLD falls.....
Why?.... cos all currencies are based on the US dollar.... so...when it topples... so does the entire world economy... GOT IT?!?!??! And then?.....what happens?...
Knowing humanity..... WAR!!!.... war for food...war for land... there will be no peace... and with all the nukes that countries have..... it will be total obliteration...total chaos...total destruction...

It Will Herald The End Of The World..... As We Know It... and oh yea..one more fact... the last time the earth's temperature... was this hot.. the earth was flooded.... OK?.... And.... if it hasnt happened....that can only mean one thing... IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN.....

And yea.... speaking of cleaning up the mess.....???....
I dont think anyone...any country is actually doing anything do clean up anything!....
You can sign all the Kyoto Protocols u want.... heck... US signed...bt the protocol isnt binding on the US unless ratified.... You can sign all you want... Sign everything.. LEAVE Graffiti on the UN buildings if u need to show something... Bt wats the use of a damn signature..... WATS THE USE of a signature..... unless you do something in accordance to the protocol.... THERE IS NO USE....

Oh yea..... saving the 'best' for last...actually its kinda the worst... XP

With the Antarctic Ice Shelfs on a very very very dangerous situation...... The prediction of 5m in a century... could prove to be very very optimistic... ... O.O..... in face.... it could be so.... in a matter of...years...or decades.....yes... IN OUR LIFETIME....
You know..all this while... we have been just thinking.....
'oh..its nt gonna happen in our lifetime'... and thats why we are complacent....

Well then... i suggest doing something about it eh?... Bt what can we do...
to clean our environment...yes we can clean...bt what about repairing damage that has alrdi been wrought on Mother Earth...... HELLO!!!!.... A BIG HOLE IN THE OZONE LAYER!!!!... RIGHT ABOVE ANTARTICA!!!..... WHICH IS IF U HV FORGOTTEN.... THE PLACE IN A DANGEROUS SITUATION!!!!.....

I shall be frank.... you need money... billions of US dollars.... to even research into repairing the ozone layer..... yea...and assuming we do manage to repair it... lolx... it will just continue to degrade as we continue to emit all those pollutants... Bt thats going too far... We must see if governments are WILLING to spend that much to repair the ozone first........for as we know... they either spend too much money building weapons of mass destruction.... XD...or filling their own pockets???...XP....

So.... In the end.... one hour of lights off?.... XP....good luck with changing the future with that.. LOL!!!!.... I mean...if it the end of the world is coming soon... at least enjoy yourself... by turning on your lights and fan and AIR CON!!!!.... and reading this post!!! XD

Umm... and one more thing.. it's all gonna end the EARTH is gonna perish people.... either.... a BIG RIP... a BIG CRUNCH... bt thats going to far...when the sun dies...we all die too... XD... and can we trust man with instellar travel?... we'll propbably find another poor little rock out there to live on....and pollute it as well eh?... XD

I shall now wait for the onslaught and barrage of comments claiming i am a pessimist... bla bla..traitor to the human race... bla bla... murderer of nature.... XD

I say : BRING IT ON!... I havent had a good debate in a while either... MAKE MY DAY!!! XD... and yea.... call me all you want.. IN THE END... you have to face the facts.... so FACE IT!!! FACE IT!!!!

Man...that felt good... XD XD

Ciaozz...
~JoNamasoo~
29/3/2009 - 8.15p.m.

So Close, and yet So Far

Your breathing gets laboured
You stare at your watch
And as your vision gets blurred
You feel there's a catch

For the wait is murder
You feel the numbing pain
It's worse cos you're the sufferer
And you wait to see if you gain

With held breaths
And laboured steps
You trudge slowly
And yet you want it over quickly

Your heart is on overdrive
As it beats wildly
You wonder if you can survive
This feeling, is it for eternity?

Questions are asked
You yearn for an answer
Hoping it will be the one you want
And the adrenaline rushes faster

The painful wait is torturous
Seconds are like years
And hope keeps you adventurous
You know you have your chances

No matter how slim the chance
You take it with hope
As you wait, your heart will dance
You wonder if it can cope

The emotional stress intensifies
Answers have finally arrived
Will the answers justify
The hope that has until now survived ?

The answers slip through the brain
Yet the mind has not received it
It anxiously waits withstanding the pain
Of waiting that tears it bit by bit

The message is delivered finally
It seems like a total eternity
The placid face breaks into a SMILEY =)
It is just as you hoped it would be

Euphoria rushes throughout your being
Waves of relief crash over the sands of despair
And you are finally seeing
The answer about that which you oh so care

The answer is a joyous one
And you cant help but grin
Your face radiant as the sun
You yell, "It's in the bag!.. It's in!!"

That is only one part
Of a story yet to be told
What about the story that can crush a heart?
Read on, don't fear, be bold

The message is sent across
The mind receives it
Your heart is at a loss
You failed to achieve it

The hope that once was
Is now no more
Tucked away in a remote cabinet labeled "IT WAS"
And the waves of hope crash no more on the shore

But what can you do
You ask "Is it too late?"
Simply put, it never is too late, NO!
For only you can change your own fate

Believe, and persevere
Fan the flames of hope
Ensure that you heart is always sincere
And everything will be in your scope

To never give up
To never give in
Hope one day to hold the cup
To achieve victory, to finally win!

Hopes and dreams never die
If you need to, wish on a falling star
Put your heart and soul into it, you will touch the sky
And you never have to say, "So Close, and yet So Far"

JoNamasoo
11/3/2009
1.37 am

Rempit ?!?!

The clock ticks nearer
The seconds draw closer
Yet the destination seems further
And so you 'tekan minyak' harder

The engine's running
And there's no point in slowing
You take the corner
That sharp turning

The car skids hard
And you jam the brakes
One thought runs through
Oh crap.... Its over... Im dead!!!

Your head hits the road hard
The glass all around you in shards
Blood oozes onto your face
You lie there in a daze

As the numbing pain sets in
You fight hard not to give in
To the sweet voice thats tell you to sleep
For your sleep causes others to weep

Your entire life flashes through your eyes
And you know that this will be your demise
You regret for all the things you've done
And pray that you'll see another rising sun

Tears flow down your face
As you remember all those u love
You cough hard as the pain numbs your chest
You wonder "Is this the eternal rest?"

A siren blows in the distance
But you are slipping away
Towards the other side
Struggling to return for another ride

And then you see a face
One that is forever etched in your memory
A calming face in the turbulent darkness
A face never to be forgotten even in the void of neverendingness

You hope for another chance
To maybe catch a glimpse
Of that face again
When you are suffering with all that pain

You fade in and out of the void
Your consciousness empty
Your heart however is content
To go seeing that face during the last instant

And then you pass out
A small smile etched on the pale face
The medics arrive and they look grim
But they keep trying on a whim

You are in a white tunnel
That seems never to end
You hover above your body
The shell that has housed you selflessly

And then, your gut feels funny
It's like a vacuum in your tummy
You are pulled back into your body
"Oh God! He's Alive!" said somebody

Your eyes open and search
For a familiar face
And then you see it
And with a smile your face is lit

You feel your hands clasped
Tightly, yet you feel the care
A feeling that you've never felt before
The feeling of being secure

Your eyes meet and you know
You would be a fool
To lose something like that
Cause once its lost... Its not coming back

And as you look outside
The dark stormclouds part
And the sun shines brightly away
You have another chance, another day

To make things right
And to make the right choices
Not to live in regret
Nor to die in regret

~JoNamasoo~
8.3.2009
12.55 am

The Overratedness of Certain Overrated Things Is Certainly Overratedly Overrated

Yea... i know... its a loooong title.... XD.... and its a loooong time since i posted anything too... hahaha

OK first things first.... definition of overrated...

Overrated is whereby something is given more credit than it deserves... or..as in..well... it is given more prominence then it should get.... it is displayed in such a light whereby it doesnt deserve such prominence at all...XD

Next, the reason why things are overrated.... People tend to overrate things bcos...they mean something to them.... Well.... its nt tat bad a thing...bt hey... too much of anything....well...lolx...isnt of much help anyway... lolx... When things mean a lot to a person, they tend to overemphasize on it... thus overrating it in the process....

Also, things can get even more overrated when a group of ppl have the same thing in common tat means a lot to them... so wat happens is...they get together... and well....after "serious discussion...lolx".... they decide to celebrate this thing tat they all revere so much.....

Next....overratedness spreads vry quickly nowadays due to the internet and the easy susceptibility of its users... lolx.. So.... well..... im nt saying tat overrating stuff is wrong or anything....bt hey... if sumthing reali means tat much to u...then overrate it as much as u please..

XD

Ciaozz

~JoNamasoo~ 17/2/2009 12.51 a.m.

My Other Blog

Hey guyz...
Just wanted to let you all know....
*especially for u guitarists out there....XD*

Well.... you see..... Mr. Benjamin Jude and I have started a blog specifically for guitar chords.
It is called Nonsense Chords. Lolx.... Why the name?... Haha.... Both of us are NONSENSE FELLOWS.... hahahahaa XD XD XD

So anyways.... If u wan to access this blog... the link is as follows:
http://nonsensechords.blogspot.com/

Lolx... it's well.... still new.... v only have two songs in there... lolx...
Haha...Bt I hope it helps k?.... lolx...


Ciaozz.
Guitarists Rock!... XD

~JoNamasoo~ 21/1/2009 11.19 a.m.

Mind Your Language!

Yea....this blog is abt ppl u kno...with all the foul language and all the %@#$&@%#^$@%@%$ ... lolx.. its kinda sad.... haha...

LOL!!!!........ GOTCHA!!!!!!!... *Whee... i sound like JJ and Rudy...oops... i mean JJ and Ean*

As if i got nothing better to blog abt... hahahaha... i mean....one blog is going to change everyone??? HAHAHAHA..... * i wish it cld tho....*...maybe change sumthings.....* hahahaxx

I wonder if u guys know abt a comedy series called "Mind You Language"... lolx... when i was a small boy....guess i was abt 4 yrs old la... lolx.....*man i sound old.... hahahaha*.... and that was abt 14 yrs ago...so im nt tat old k... lolx!!!..... this series was on... and it was a hit!!!!...

Haha..i can still rmbr laughing my head off... Lolx....especially... "A thousand apologies" lolx... poor Mr.Brown.. hahaha....XD XD XD

So....wat i did today was to get online and go to youtube.. and i found a LOT of clips.... of Mind Your Language... and had a gud gud gud laugh... man.... cun weyh...*crap...i sound like pravin* ... hahaha.....

So wat i recommend if u wanna hv a gud laugh... go watch!!!!... Its reali nice!! XD XD

Ciaozz!..
Hope u have a good laugh watching
Laughter is supposedly the best medicine..
A thousand apologies if u dun like the show.. HAHAHAHAHA

~JoNamasoo~ 19/1/2009 11.01p.m.

Wonderwall - Oasis

I've just been listening to this song... lately...this is the current track thats stuck in my head.. Its kinda of an old song...well...its not new la... as in.... not this yr for sure...XD.....

The music :
Strumming pattern is nice... the fast beat... yea...gives some life to the song!
Drum beat is kinda like march beat...with a bit of impro....good good!!!.....
Lol..i can lose myself in the rhythm...
The vocals..well...is ok la...nice too..... hmmm...but i dunno la..its a bit out... but...it well..fits the song..... i tink... lolx... u can feel the hope and yet...somehow disappointment in the voice... so it fits quite well... quite well indeed.... hahaha XD

The lyrics :
The words they use in the song...are really nice... well..lolx..the words mean a lot la... a real lot...
Really, certain verses yes...they definitely are fitting...and well..they are really to the point... Amazing lyrics....
Haha.... u can just immerse yourself deep into the meaning of the song....well.....if ur in the same predicament that the song describes...

My favourite parts are :
1. I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
2. There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how
The best part abt these verses are that they are straight to the point...lolx... most other songs...try to describe these feelings in different methods... but not here.... the song tells directly how its supposed to be... lolx....

Well, thats abt it..

Enjoy the song yea.. Find it on youtube

Ciaozz.

~JoNamasoo~ 18/1/2009 - 12.05 am

Lepaking Part 3

Walau...this will be by far the best lepaking post in the lepaking series...HAHAHA....XD

So...it was me and 4 other manusia.... lolx.. Firstly... manusia 1* and 2* came to my hse...i tink it was last tuesday..... late... as usual....hahaha..wat to do...bz marrrr.....then ok..took car...all d way to kk road....picked up manusia 3*.... then went all d way to parade.... yes...all the way to parade!!!........ And then manusia 4* met us there

AND THEN!!! - anticlimax... one mangkuk punya manusia 2* tells us he has to go back quickly...cos he must pick his sister....and we were like.... DUDE!!!!!.... NOW ONI U TELL US!??!?!?.....crappppppp............ Then...took the car...all the way back to AK Nasi Kandar... i tink..v can start account there la..almost evryday going there oni...... lolx.... then itu semua x apa lar..

Then.... took the car ALL THE WAY TO JUSCO....aiks...lucky petrol price dah kurang lar....nor RM 2.70 animore.... then....went there...played snooker....and then manusia 3 had to go sumwhere and then...manusia 1 and 2 left to pick up manusia 2's sister.... haix... so left me and manuisia 4...v were playing lar....... i hadnt played snooker for a long time...bt lolx...SURPRISINGLY.....i din play tat bad!..... hahaha.... After that.... manusia 3 came back...from his little trip and v soon went for bowling...

Haha...lucky my hand wasnt painful animore...cos...abt last week of december....lol.... after i went bowling..i couldnt straighten my hand...lolx... wat to do...mmg i nak cari pasal..XD Haha.....well..manusia 3 who claims not to have played bowling sicne form 3....was doing quite well... lolx.....manusia 4 only played one round....me and manusia 3 played on another game...lolx...finally..the last frame of the second game...i finally got a strike... XD....lolx.... the jusco lanes are quite different frm the parade lanes tho.....

Then....makan!....we went to McD.... haha....wat to do... fastfood calls out to us...XD XD...... Lolx..then after that v went to ILTI....to get sum info abt IELTS...lolx... just asking around... hahaha... Lol..these manusia 3 and 4...mmg tak tau tutup mulut dlm kereta la...ish.... sakai betul....XD hahahaha

Then..back to my hse.....walau..raining like hell weh.... so hard and so fast...lucky no lightning..hahaha....so can use computer...LOL!!! v played battlefied 2...wah...cun weh...reali nice...XD XD XD..... then manusia 4 left at 6.30 and both manusia 3 and I talked for a long time la..abt lot of things... lolx...havent had such a good conversation for a loooong time.. wat to do... haha... lif'e's like that eh?... HAHAHAHAHA... Then manusia 3 left at abt 7.30...lolx...

Well then, till the next lepaking session eh?...

Ciaozz
~JoNamasoo~ 17/1/2009 - 11.21am

Edu Fair.... KL!....

So yes...i actually went to KL...for the edu fair...yaya...the one organized by The Star.... Heh.... So... Manusia 1* and Manusia 2* came to my hse at 7.30 am..on Saturday!...Then.... at 8.00 am v left with my parents to KL....

Abt 2 hrs lar...to reach....but luckily i brought CDs ....lolx..so did Manusia 2.... haha..ALL ORI PUNYA CD....Eagles..... Deep Purple.... Simple Plan....and All American Rejects...haha...nice oso lar...the songs...especially...cos its ori...lolx... So...just listening to songs lar...in the car...lol....and wait....

OH YEA !!!!....on the way.... V SAW A LAMBORGHINI!!!!........ A YELLOW ONE!!!!...EXACTLY LIKE THE ONE ON THIS BLOG!!!!!!!!!!......... Wat a coincidence eh?..lolx..i bet he was going at abt 180 km/h...lol.... but...if u can afford the car...u sure can afford the speeding tickets eh?...LOL!

Haha...so reached KLCC.....at abt..well....10.30 lar...then....went straight to the place....Wah....was so packed wei...but not that packed like sardines liao...if like tat kenot walk oso...haha...bt....there were many many booths lar.... But Singapore universities din come...i wonder why... lolx...maybe they got better things to do?.....lolx...most probably anyway...hahaha!

Then, at abt 12.00 there was the Medicine and Dentistry talk....wah...so cun....the doctors and dentists tat spoke...were vry...err....how to say...... INTERESTING!!!!..... haha...and vry funny...as well.... haha... laughed my head off...heeheehee.....

Then after that...v went for lunch...haix...the food ar....no taste wei!...i mean like...really FLAT wei!....no taste at all!!!... eat for sake of avoiding gastric oni lar....wat to do....paid edi wat...summore in KLCC....so u can imagine the price eh....LOL!!!.....paid thru our noses...for crap..

Then was the HotJobs talk...it was ok....it started and ended with a blast....but not the same can be sed for the central topic...hahaha..... u had to be there to understand tho....LOL!!!!

Then it was the engineering talk...waliao..vry interesting u kno....if there were know engineers...well... we wont be living the way we are...lolx.. And yea.... the speakers were really good...

After that, it was dinner la...we had A&W....too bad ipoh dun have...crap betul and ipoh oso dun hv domino's pizza...haix...wat to do....ISH!!!...i mean cm on lar...ipoh ppl sumtimes get fed up of just KFC, McD and Pizza Hut u kno.... hahaha.....

Left Kl at abt errrrrrr...8.00 pm...so...reached home abt 10.30...was raining heavily mostly thru the journey...haha..listened to the same songs on the way back...haha...HOTEL CALIFORNIA!!!! XD XD XD

So...then manusia 1 went back..followed by Manusia 2....

And that's all folks!

Lolx...

Ciaozz..
~JoNamasoo~

First day of school.....?.....NOT!!!!

So..today was the first day of school.... yes yes....it was the first day of school...
BUT NOT FOR MEEEE!!!!!!!!... hahahahaha XD !!!!!
But i still went to school.... haha...confused?.....GOOD!....

So i went...LATE!....haha....at 9.30...XD....adalah seorg kawan who was sposed to come...bt dia zzzzzzz.... so late...lolx...

So wat did i do on the first day of school?...I DIDNT ENTER CLASS!!!! Hahahaha XD

Haha...went to see all my tchers....well...almost all ler....for the ones that i din...c tmr lor... lolx.. and toked and toked wif ms.foo..... at the same time..she was criticizing one monkey....that supposedly had to see her for sumthin....haha...i kno...bt im nt telling who...XD..... kenot la....privacy mar....hahaha....

Then..... also went to the classes kacau juniors XD....they all so free....no one in class....tok tok tok...for i tink almost 1 hr....haha...then when tcher cm..they all run into class.....wakakaka......
Me..?....i escape la.....lolx...used to it..... lolx...havent lost my skills...haha....

Then...went canteen...ppl makan....then going to rain....ish... got blamed for the rain...ISH!!!...
Y la...ppl drive n cm to sch...will rain meh?!?!??!.... XD

N one more thing.... 2day is the 5th of jan... so.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAVITHA!!!!!


Ciaozz guys.... c u in sch tmr...XD
~JoNamasoo~ 5/1/2009 - 9.03pm

Songs......

I bet you all know how it feels to have songs stuck in ur head.....lolx.. and it just keeps repeating and repeating and repeating..... and you just want it out of your head.... but the more u tink of getting it out....the more it gets in...lolx... Of course thats only one small part of songs in out life.... haha...a vry irritating part at that...lolx..

But humans are attracted to music.... This is evident bcos when u hear a nice tune....or some new music....u tend to move to it...whether u like it or not..lolx.... or...whether u realise it or not.....haha... and we like certain types of music.... each of us have a certain liking...some like classical...some like reggae...some like techno...some like rap...u c...there is a music genre for evryone!

People create and write songs.... to express themselves...in the same way...artists paint..... speakers speak.... and authors write..... and the words they create....and the music that accompanies it...tells a story....it conveys feelings and emotions... that when combined with music...it can mean...so much!

And its that combination that makes songs really good....because when u find a song that exactly pictures whats going thru ur mind....its like heaven...........cos u just keep listening again and again and again to it....and u feel the emotions 10 or 20 times more than you could if u were just thinking about it... Thats what songs do....they amplify ur feelings....that why sometimes when ppl listen to songs..... they get really emotional

CAUSE THE SONGS.....THEY MAKE THE FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS STRONG AND IT OVERWHELMS YOU.....UNTIL YOU ARE ADDICTED TO THE MUSIC...

The song twists around ur ears.... crooning.... enchanting.... making you unable to stop listening... and then you realise that u are actually feeling it all....baring your soul to the music...and the songs.....the words.....it washes over you...and it watches over you.... to let you..... feel the music.... and be one with it.... and.....u dont feel anything anymore...u just follow the song....u follow the music... u get high....over music!

This song post...was....eh...well....random......vry random...first post of 2009...lolx..let it be abt something i like...songs!...lol...listening.... playing guitar....lolx....when i get a guitar in my hands...well...lol.... creating music is much more fun that listening...XD......

Ciaozzz...
~JoNamasoo~ 3/1/2009 1.40 am